at 5:46 p.m.

I am...

listening to "Gravity" on John Mayer's Continuum album. I can't pull my ears away from this album right now. I think I've listened to it at least 15 times in 3 days.

deciding whether or not to go to Fuel tonight. I think I'll go.

also deciding if I am going to eat more chili for supper. I made it today and will probably be eating it every day for the rest of the week, b/c there's so much of it!

avoiding laundry, putting away clean clothes in my room, cleaning off my kitchen table, dishes

enjoying my candles burning...currently 2 Pumpkin Pie candles. Makes me feel cozy even if I don't always completely feel at home in my own place.

not enjoying how it gets dark so early now b/c of the time change.

still confused about several things in life right now. i won't get into it here.

considering if i were to move someday...where would i move? what do i even want to do with my life?

wanting like a million CD's...still don't have the new Wertz Everything in Between, Adie's Don't Wait, Ray Lamontagne's Till the Sun Turns Black, Sarah McLachlan's Wintersong, some more of Jim Brickman's Christmas albums, Rob Blackledge's new one, Eliot Morris's What's Mine is Yours, Griffin House's Homecoming, MuteMath, Madeleine Peyroux, Chris Botti's December, and probably more i can't think of right now...

thinking i should drink some water and take something for this headache i have...

remembering that yesterday morning on I-55 I passed a black Prevost tour bus, wondered who it was, and then realized it had to be Dierks Bentley b/c he was playing w/ Miranda Lambert at the Coliseum in Bloomington last night. I was right. How do I know? I've seen his bus before in Champaign, and also I later drove by the Coliseum just to give my curiosity an answer, and sure enough it was there. weird.

torn...when i get home tonight shall i enjoy some Creamy Hazelnut Cocoa or some yummy Raspberry Lambic Framboise? i'm craving both.

thinking of a million more things to write about that: a) you don't care to read, b) are too personal to put on here, and c) are silly.

Enjoy this dark fall night. I want to bundle up and go play in the leaves...anyone wanna come play with me?