Monday, December 13, 2004

So many things I'd like to blog about today...what will I choose?

Weber Wedding Weekend: went well. (WOW--lots of W's in that.) No seriously, it was so much fun, mostly because I got to see my girls Faith & L.A. from Johnson and Becka and Abbra (and her husband Mike) from CBC (or CCU I suppose). We had such a blast. So refreshing. Isn't it amazing how 6 girls who spent only 6 weeks together can feel like we've been best friends for 6 years? I love it.

Last night I was reminded of how big God is...again. We prayed for God to heal a guy from Fuel, Eric, who just found out that the mass in his stomach is a rare form of pancreatic cancer. We prayed believing that God would heal Him for His glory. I have a hard time with that, but I realized that that's stupid. It's nothing for God to just reach down and heal someone. It's as easy as it is for me to chew a piece of gum. That simple. God is huge.

And then, last night, I found myself disappointed about something really, really stupid. It's personal so I won't share it all here. But what really makes me mad is that I let my wishful thinking about someone that has been haunting me for 4 years--my own fault--change my mood completely. In my effort to avoid sharing too much, this may be incoherent and difficult to understand. But if you know me well enough, you'll know what I'm talking about. If you know the song "You Don't Know Me"--that's what I listened to on my way home to Lincoln. That explains it.

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