I feel through music...

...and this is what I have felt: last night, today, the past week, and for the past 4.5 years, off and on.

Strange and Beautiful (I'll Put a Spell On You) by Aqualung
I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
And I've been secretly falling apart
Unseen to me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me
But you just can't see
You turn every head
but you don't see me

I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
When I put a spell on you
And when I wake you
I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realize that you love me

Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes the first thing you want never comes
But I know that waiting is all you can do sometimes

I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
When I put a spell on you
And when I wake you
I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realize that you love me